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October is a really hard month for me & it has been for most of my life actually. It’s full of ups & downs…birthdays, anniversaries of peoples deaths & I despise Halloween for multiple reasons, so I’m normally a mess during the month of October.
October is the month where I’m usually on the grid, off the grid, back on the grid & back off the grid…it’s a pretty unstable month for me in every way imaginable.
I try to be social but I know I’m awkward & depressed & I don’t want to bring others down so I end up becoming reclusive. I don’t necessarily realize I’m doing it either but when I do realize, I try to rectify it. I try to socialize but realize I’m buzz kill & it becomes a crazy circle of crap.

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