What Do I Do?

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I’m feeling lost & pointless. I’m in limbo.

I feel like God has filled me with all of these gifts and talents and I they’re just wasting away.

I feel like I am full of unfilled potential and I’m so scared that it will all remain shelved…unused.

I want to do something amazing with my life. I want to look back on memories of things that happened and know that I lived my life to the fullest.

But how am I suppose to do that when I’m always sick? Dealing with all of these medical issues on a daily basis is taxing on the mind, body, and soul. So, how can I enjoy life when I feel I am only existing and not truly living?

Will I ever accomplish something great? Will there be something I’m remembered for other than being “the sick girl?”

I’m much more than that. I just can’t figure out how to escape the maze of chaotic nothingness.

This isn’t what I pictured my life to be like at the age of thirty- one.

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2 thoughts on “What Do I Do?

  1. I just want to share a scripture of encouragement with you…
    Jeremiah 29:11 says… For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
    Many Blessings, Grace. Xx

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