When you battle multiple chronic illnesses on a daily basis, life is like a roller coaster ride. I can feel like a million dollars one minute and like absolute poo the next. I personally feel that is one is the WORST parts of this entire war I fight. Planning things ahead of time is practically impossible. If I do plan ahead and have to cancel, there is an overwhelming sense of guilt that is almost impossible to describe. I feel like a failure and like I’ve let people down.

Lord be with me.